Changes

How I wish I have friends from sg came to study in uk! Like most of my friends here do have but just not me. Friends from ctss? Australia. Or else stay in poly. Gmps? Either scoring striaght As in jc or just in poly as well. Why they didn’t choose to study overseas? Is such a good choice though.(Apart from the money prob) at least I can go to their place during weekends.

Boring saturday

It’s quite a bored saturday though. But I realise that people are not talking back about me. But it is just still abit awkward. Now I am in one of their’s apartment lepaking around. It is just bored. And I ate pizza today at pizza hut! Nothing special though. Lesser food than singapore though. And now I just so want to go back to my room. Just want to go back to my room to stay around, watch my drama etc.I really want to eat pasta, like so badly. But I think I will just get instant noodles after I go back.
Au revoir!!

Waking Up from a dream

Haiz.. I realise bro and sis always have the same circumstances. Or probably just me and my sis. My sis has no friends in UST while my situation is not much better. My friends are trying to distant from me and I somehow pissed them off so badly. But they pissed me off as well!! And the common prob for my sis and me is that. We are Hongkee utside Singaproean inside. That’s bad. We can’t really communicatewith the hongkees(Not as in we can’t speak cantonese) but just no common topic. Singaporean? Politics are the usual thing happening all the time.And My mum misses me so much that she replace my sis as me(When things comes) Both my sis and i are not feeling good nowadays. And for me, it is like living in a dream and suddenly wake up. I thought I can have close friends here but eventually they are not. I really want a true friend. True as in really can be close with me. Same for my sis. She has to eat her lunch alone. I can understand her feelings because i used to do that all my life. I really hate this. Why does the 2 of us are so difficult to find friends?? Just because of the culture problem?? Or is our personatlity not fun enough or we do cared to much on things? I really dunno. But I only know that there are probably no good firends like in the drama. Is just a dream. I feel so sad about it. I just have no idea how to face them anymore. And one more thing is that, my sis and I want to go back to study in Singapore. Or should say stay in Singapore. I shall gonna work hard and get into Uni Of Manchester, then transfer back to NUS,NTU. My sis will work hard to get into Econ and Finance or transfer back to NUS. My family is definitely going to make it work!! :D

Au revoir!!

Misunderstanding

Basically the mid term trip is going to the end. So happy that it is going to be over. I would rather be staying in brighton and just like normal days. Because when any trip, imany misunderstanding happen. For example, my friend is pissed at me just because I say something wrongly when I mean something else. I really hate my english paraphrasing. Is horrible. It ruins my friendship. And I can’t explain to him straight as it was told by another friend of mine. Why does these things happen to me all the time!! Just cannot stand it. No matter the friends are from singapore or hong kong. Is just the same. Sometimes being a loner with no friends. At least I am the only one. No politics and problems by friends. I have freedom to do and think of my own. No misunderstanding of myself.

Thank God :D

Thank God so much!! I am top for business stuides test! I am like the top in my class for business recently when i just listen in class. Amazing right! And I didn’t do much though.Cause keep talking to my friends!! At least i have 1 whole bunch of new friends now. Not like the other clique when they will just hvae inside jokes and feel so extra when i am in. I am like part of the clique! Love this feeling. :D Thank God for everything. I am gonna cherish what i have and do well for my foundation :D

Au revoir!! :D

I am such a slacker

This weekend, I totally slack!! I was watching the taiwanese show by rainie yang 醉后决定爱上你. It was a nice show!! Unique storyline and the male and female leads are quite compatable. Haha!! I have never watch so much since like when i come to UK. But i feel so bad when my class people are so hardworking/smart. Hardworking people are: Bryan and Victor. Smart people are Choo yi Qizi and Katty. Me? Slacker ttm!!(Even though i might be hardworking sometimes. Haha!!) However, i never studied a single thing this weekend. So bad right! But nvm, i will mug from tomorrow onwards. Trust me. But I am going to finish the whole show tonight and get over it. I believe i can do it. Di Cai, Jiayou!! :D

Econs sucks!!!

I seriously dun like econs!! Just dun get it at all!! I mean like what i know and the ans dun match!! I am sure I won’t take econs in Uni. Btw, I have 2 combinations of Unis to put on UCAS

Firm:Bath- A&F          OR  Firm: Manchester- Bsc Accounting

City Uni London-A&F             City Uni London-A&F 

 Manchester A&F                      Manchester A&F

Lancaster-A&F                          Lancaster A&F

Exeter-A&F                              Exeter A&F

Alll accounting!! But that is what I want. haha!! But i am thinking which one to choose. The one at the left will be very stress for me. Because i need to retake my ielts and pure maths module next term.(Horrible) The right one will be much relax but no sure they will give me the offer. This is what i am worrying about. I dunno who should i ask. My personal tutor doesn’t really help. I am gonna think through first.